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Rating: R to NC-17

Timeframe: Set during "Lover's Walk", but doesn't follow the same plot as the episode, as you will see later on.

Summary: Spike still kidnaps Willow and Xander, but this time Willow actually performs a spell which causes many things to happen and a chain of events to occur.

Disclaimer: BtVS belongs to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Fox, and whatever other PTB that I don't know of. But the story and plot is mine.

Author's note: This is my first Buffy fanfic, so please be kind and gentle. Although done for pure entertainment my ego is still fragile.

Feedback: Yes, I would love feedback from anyone who reads this. Please let me know what you think by emailing me at rubygurl3@aol.com. And if you wish to post this on your website please ask me first. Thanks!

This Chapter was Beta'd by Sarah!

Chapter 1: "A Spell Gone Wrong" (rated NC-!7)

"Get started Red!" Spike yelled, holding Xander by the throat. "I ain't got all bleeding day."

Willow glanced over her shoulder and met Xander's eyes. He didn't appear to be in pain but his eyes told her different, he was hurting. She saw him flinch and turned away quickly.

"Now!" he yelled. "Or your monkey boy here gets it."

Willow focused hard on the stuff in front of her. Spike brought her here to perform a love spell on Dru but, with what he gave her, ingredients wise, there was no way that was going to happen. Thank god she had her spellbook though. She opened it and began to flip nervously through the pages. She was stalling really, she couldn't perform the spell he wanted or anything close to it. She knew the others had to know they were gone, so she was stalling until they came. Or at least until Buffy came.

"What's the delay, luv?" Spike spoke up, interrupting her thoughts. "Don't care about your boy here?"

"Go to hell, Spike," Xander managed to spit out between strangled breaths.

Spike cocked an eyebrow at Xander and tightened his grip. "Yeah, be sure to save me a seat, because that's where you'll be soon if Red doesn't get a move on it."

Tears began to form in Willow's eyes. This was not how she wanted things to be. She wasn't supposed to die and neither was Xander, not like this. She lowered her head and let Spike's words sink in. Buffy wasn't coming and they weren't going to be rescued.

"Willow," Xander hissed in pain.

Willow wiped her tears away and spun to look at Xander. 'Oh god,' he was bleeding. 'No time to waste now,' she thought. She had to save what little time they had left. With that decided she faced the spellbook again and spotted a simple love spell she could perform. Lifting her head and closing her eyes she started.

"Cupids arrow, Venus's love."

"Spike!"

Spike heard his name and vamped when he realized who said it. He released Xander and turned to face her.

"Slayer," He growled, flashing her his fangs.

"What did I say would happen if you showed your face in Sunnydale again?" she asked, tapping a stake against her thigh.

Spike inched closer, his tongue running along the bottom of his teeth. "Hazy memory, can't seem to recall," He answered, his gaze roaming over her as he stepped even closer.

Buffy smirked. "I was hoping you'd say that," she said, raising the stake higher. "Let me help you remember."

They both lunged at the same time. Buffy was knocked to the ground and he had her pinned there. But she was quick. She threw her fist across his face, hitting him in the jaw and sending him flying back off her. She got to her feet and went into a fighting stance. Spike rose and licked the blood off his lip with his tongue. He laughed heartily and went into a fighting stance as well.

"Been awhile love, go easy on me," He told her as they began to circle each other.

"Never," Buffy sneered before lunging at him again.

Spike side stepped and Buffy missed him. He swung his leg around and hit her on the back. She fell to the ground with a dull thud. Spike waited while she regained her composure. Buffy turned and glared at him. They started circling again.

Spike was the first to hear the floor creak and moan. He stared down at it questioningly. While he was distracted Buffy went for him. She was midair when the floor fell and Spike disappeared. Soon after Buffy followed him into the newly formed hole.

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Xander regained consciousness in time to hear Willow finish the spell.

"Let two of ill heart never be apart."

Light illuminated Willow and she fell into a heap on the ground. Xander made his way to her, crawling on the floor.

"Willow, are you all right?"

Willow shook her head and looked up. She saw Xander hovering above her looking down.

"Xander!" she cried throwing her arms around him. "You're okay."

"Ow...be careful." He cautioned wincing in pain.

Willow pulled back. "Sorry."

Reality hit her and she remembered where they were and how had brought them here. Quickly she scanned the factory for Spike.

"Where's Spike?" she asked when she didn't see him.

"Don't know." Xander whispered massaging a sore muscle in his neck where Spike had held him. "Buffy came and he let me go," he told her, starting to remember some things before he passed out.

"Wait, Buffy is here?"

Xander nodded slowly. "I heard her just before everything went black."

Willow looked around while Xander still had his head down. "Xander," she spoke nervously.

"I guess she staked him," he continued, not hearing Willow say his name.

"Xander," Willow repeated urgently.

"What?" he asked, not glancing up.

"Buffy isn't here," Willow informed him, glancing around the factory once more. "And neither is Spike."

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Buffy coughed violently from all the dust flying around her. She lifted herself up and propped back on her elbows. Her head was pounding and there was something digging into her back. Blinking, she tried to adjust her sight to the darkness. She looked around not knowing where she was. But one thing she did know was that she wasn't alone.

"Slayer?" a low voice called from behind her.

Buffy twisted her head in the direction behind her. A shiver ran up her spine then back down her body. She recognized the voice and whom it belonged to made her insides melt.

"Spike." She purred already aching for him to be closer to her.

Suddenly, out of the dark Spike jumped her pinning her to the ground.

"Slayer." He growled his golden eyes flashing at her, his mouth only inches from hers.

Spike's own body trembled as he felt her hot breath surrounding him, calling to him. He stared longingly at her lush lips before moving up to her hazel green eyes. They locked gazes and both instantly knew what the other wanted. Without hesitation Spike ripped Buffy's shirt open and groped her breast. Buffy arched off the ground and hissed in a mixture of pleasure and pain. Spike pushed the material of her bra aside and sought out her nipple with his mouth. He devoured it once he found his target and elicited a moan from the hot body beneath him.

Buffy clawed at the shirt covering Spikes back. She couldn't understand why or how this was happening, but she wanted more. His cool tongue running over and around her hard nipple only intensified the aching between her legs. She had to feel every inch of him on her and in her soon or she would explode.

Spike felt the need in her as she ground her hips against him and dug her nails into his back. The Slayer wanted him and he wanted her just as much. Not able to wait anymore, and sensing that the Slayer couldn't either, he forced her legs apart with his knee and settled himself between her thighs. He thrust his erection against her and smiled when her eyes glaze over with lust.

Once again Buffy arched her back off the ground and tilted her head back exposing her neck. Spike vamped automatically and started to lower his fangs. He started to imagine what it would feel like to finally sink his teeth into the soft golden skin covering her life's source. To once again have the blood of a Slayer flowing over his tongue and down his throat, satisfying his demon.

"Spike." Buffy spoke dreamily her eyes fluttering open and ultimately stopping Spike's descent. "I want you." She begged. " I need you Spike..I need to feel you inside me."

Spike smiled down at her. He took both her wrists in one hand and pinned them above her head. Using his other hand he began to tweak at her exposed nipple.

"You want me Slayer?" he asked pinching her a little harder until she groaned softly.

"How bad do you want me? Tell me."

"Now Spike." Buffy gasped out between sharp intakes of breath. "I need you now."

Satisfied with her response he let her nipple go and moved his hand down to the waist of her jeans. Working her pants open one button at a time.

Becoming impatient with him Buffy started to squirm. "Please Spike."

"Stop moving Slayer or I won't get your pants off." He informed her finally popping the last button free.

Pushing the material down off her hips, Spike caught a whiff of her arousal and his nostrils flared. If it was possible he became even harder. Releasing his hold on her wrists he used both hands to jerk her pants down the rest of the way. Buffy reached up and wrapped her hand around his neck. She pulled him down to her, kissing roughly when their lips crashed together.

"Please Spike." She begged for the third time.

Spike shoved her panties aside and thrust one finger inside her heat. Buffy screamed as her first orgasm overtook her.

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Xanders head perked up when he heard a scream.

"Did you hear that?" he asked Willow who was directly behind him. "I sounded like Buffy."

After Willow and Xander gained enough strength to stand they decided to search around for Buffy. They had only been searching for a few minutes before they heard the scream.

"It sounded like it was coming from over there." Willow said pointing towards the center of the floor they were on.

Both of them ran towards the area and stopped just before the floor disappeared.

"Whoa!" Xander shouted grabbing Willow. "Is it just me or was that hole not here earlier?"

Willow pulled free of his hold and moved closer to the edge. She leaned over and looked down into the hole. "I don't see anything." She told Xander who was know standing beside her. "Buffy!??" she called out. "Are you okay? We can't see you?"

"Xander, Willow!"

Xander and Willow turned away from the hole and saw Angel and Giles coming towards them.

"Angel." Willow sighed in relief. "I'm so glad you're here."

Angel reached them and looked down into the hole he saw them shouting at just a minute ago. "What's going on? Where's Buffy?"

"We don't know."

Angel looked at them quizzingly. "What do you mean you don't know? She told us she was coming here to save you and Xander from Spike."

"Well..she was here..with Spike, and now.."

"And what?"

"They're gone." Willow choked out. "They were here and then they weren't, and we just heard Buffy scream. It sounded like it came from down there." She told him pointing behind her to the hole.

"You mean she's down there trapped with Spike?" Angel growled angrily.

"Yes...no..maybe." Willow answered her voice becoming shaky under Angel's hard gaze.

An idea dawned on Xander when he saw Angel's eyes flash gold for a split second. "Hey maybe you can see them. That is if they are both down there."

Angel understood what Xander was implying and stalked over to the edge of the hole. Vamping out he gazed down into the hole. At first he couldn't see anything clearly, then two movements caught his eye. Focusing on them he barely could make out that they were human figures and they were pretty close together.

"I see something."

Giles, who had been standing to the side from the moment they arrived, sighed heavily. Taking his glasses off he began to wipe them clean. "What exactly happened here?" he asked replacing his glasses back on his nose.

Angel lifted his head and turned to face Giles. "Rupert maybe we should hold off on the twenty questions until Buffy is safe." He suggested.

Giles shook his head in agreement. "Yes, you're quite right Angel. Buffy could be in danger if she is alone down there with Spike."

TBC....................


Chapter 2: "Realization" (NC-17)

"Oh god Spike." Buffy moaned rocking her hips against the thrust of his fingers still inside her. "Dont stop, dont stop."

Spike was losing it. He had to have her and it had to be soon. Removing his fingers from her he knelt back on his knees. In one quick motion he had her shoes and pants off and thrown aside.

Buffy slowly lifted her head just enough to see Spike. She saw him kneeling above her, his hands working his own pants off. She lazily lifted herself onto her elbows to watch him better. Her lip started to tremble as she imagined how big and thick he was and how good he would feel inside her. If he was half as good as he felt then she was in for the time of her life and she couldn't wait.

A small groan drifted past her lips unknowingly to her, but Spike caught it. He stopped what he was doing and looked at her. She had her head back and her eyes closed. She was chewing on her lip. Moving closer very quietly he inserted his fingers back into her.

"Not starting without me, are you luv?" he asked slowly sliding his fingers in and out of her.

Buffy's eyes flew open. She met Spike's gaze before lowering her eyes down the length of his body.

He wasn't freed yet and when she saw that she became hot with rage. She was tired of waiting, tired of the foreplay, she needed him inside her now. He had to stop the burning running through her.

Still in a daze from the steady rhythm of his fingers against her clit, she lifted her hands and started to free him.

Spike froze when her warmth touched his coolness. Her tiny hand enveloping his manhood as she pulled him free.

Once Buffy had him out her eyes grew wide, not in shock or surprise, but in anticipation. Her tongue shot out and moistened her lips.

Spike grew more aroused at her small gesture and took his fingers out of her.

"Enough foreplay for now love." he told her bringing her legs up to rest on his shoulders.

"We can continue that later." he added pushing her onto her back.

Buffy inhaled sharply when he entered her in one powerful thrust. He was so big it was painful, even with her Slayer muscles it took awhile to adjust.

If Spike was alive, he surely would have died right then. She was so tight and hot he felt like he would explode at any sudden movement.

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"If Im right theyre in a secret passageway." Angel told the others as he led them through a hidden door in the basement. "And the only way to it is through the basement.

"I hope youre right, because if we're to late and Spike...."

"We're not going to be to late." Angel yelled interrupting Xander. "I wont let anything happen to Buffy."

"Ahh!"

All four heard Buffy scream and without hesitation they started running down the passageway.

"We're getting closer." Angel spoke over his shoulder. He knew this because his connection to his childe was growing stronger as well as Buffy's scent. Not only was his smelling better but so was his hearing. earlier he could only make out low voices, and scuffling. But, now he was picking up more.

He could hear panting and groaning. The closer he got the more he could hear. Finally he heard something that sent a chill through him.

"Oh god Spike.....feel so good."

"Cor Slayer....so tight."

Angel stopped causing Xander to run into him.

"Hey!" Xander shouted pushing Angel. 'Why do you keep doing that?"

Angel held up a hand signaling for them all to be quite. He tilted his head to the side and concentrated harder. He heard Spike grunting and Buffy moaning. Then he heard Buffy panting, her breathing becoming erratic and shallow. He knew what was coming. Her

"Ohhh!"

He lowered his head at the sound of Buffy bursting into orgasm.

"Oh no Buffy." Willow sadly whispered fearing the worst for her friend.

"Shes okay." Angel finally spoke up lifting his head.

Xander and Giles stared at Angel in confusion. "What do you mean shes okay? Shes alone with Spike and thats the third time we heard her scream."

"She isn't screaming in pain." he told them before turning to Willow. "What kind of spell did you perform?"

"I....it was a love spell."

Angel shook his head and started to chuckle softly.

Giles suddenly understood what Angel was saying once his words sunk in. He put two and two together and, "You mean?" he simply asked pointing in the direction where Buffy and Spike were. Angel nodded his head.

"Oh dear lord."

Willow was the next to catch on and her mouth fell open.

Xander, still clueless, looked around at everyone. Giles was busy cleaning his glasses and mumbling to himself, Willow was stuck in her 'oh' expression and Angel was clenching his hands into fists.

"Hello?" he said aloud waving his hand in the air. "Would someone like to clue me in?"

All three looked at him, Willow was the first to speak up.

"Angel seems to think that my spell effected Buffy and Spike and....and now theyre...."together"" she informed him making quotation marks when she said together so he would know what she was referring to.

"I dont think." Angel corrected. "I know....I can hear them."

"Wait a minute." Xander said raising both hands up. "Together together?" he asked. "And you can hear them?"

Willow and Angel nodded their heads.

Xander shook his. "There is no way, absolutely no way."

"Fine if you dont believe me go look for yourself." Angel suggested stepping aside.

Xander glared at Angel. He didn't trust him as far as he could throw him, but he really didn't want to see what they said was true. Finally he started down the path.

A few seconds later they all heard Xander return chanting over and over. "Omigod."

"Why in the hell are they doing that?"

"Willows love spell."

"Do you remember what spell you did?"

"No, not really." Willow answered nervously. "Spike wanted me to do a love spell so he could get Dru back, but I didn't have enough supplies for the one he wanted. I had to find something fast or he would have killed Xander and then me, so I used the spellbook."

Willow explained then added in her defense. "I had no idea this would happen, honestly."

"Yes Willow we know you didn't, but still it happened and now we must undo it. We cant let them continue what theyre doing in there."

"Its called sex G-man." Xander piped in hitting Giles on the back.

Giles rolled his eyes. "Yes, I know what its called Xander. I just.....oh nevermind. Willow where is the spellbook you used?"

"Umm....I left it upstairs."

Before Giles could ask Angel was already on his way upstairs to retrieve it.

TBC............


Chapter 3: "Fixing Mistakes" (NC-17)

Authors note: Well I would really like to know what people think of this chapter and the story as a whole. Please send feedback. *on my knees* PLEASE!

Buffy could feel the broken wood she was laying on tearing into her back while Spike pounded into her.

She had her ankles locked behind his neck and her legs pressed against her chest. She was still weak from her last orgasm and her body was trembling. But as tired and as worn as she was she didn't want it to end. She didn't want Spike to stop.

"Dont stop." she pleaded her voice shaky.

Spike smiled down at her and pushed harder. "No Slayer, we're just getting started."

Buffy arched off the floor as Spike increased his pace, driving harder and faster into her.

She met him thrust for thrust. Her bottom lip started quivering when she felt the tingling start in her toes all over again.

Spike growled when he felt her muscles gripping him. he slowed his pace and reached down between them to stroke her swollen clit. "Come...for me.....Slayer." he hissed between clenched teeth.

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"You did that spell?" Giles cried out once he had read the spell Willow pointed out in the book.

"Giles I didn't know it would do that." she protested gesturing over her shoulder towards where Buffy and Spike were. "I had to do something quickly or Xander would have been dead."

"Well im sure she can undo it. Right Wills?" Xander added in her defense.

Willow grabbed the book from Giles. "Sure I can fix it, just give me a second."

"Wait should we stop the spell while they're.....?" Giles wondered removing his glasses for the billionth time that night. "I mean what if Spike were to try and kill her while shes in such ....." he pinched his nose finding the courage to say what he wanted to say. "....a vulnerable position."

"I'll be in there to attack him before he tries anything." Angel offered.

Willow looked up from the book and eyed Angel skeptically. "Angel are you sure you want to do that? I mean you might be watching for awhile."

"I have to. I have to make sure Buffy is okay."

Angel turned on his heel and started to walk away. He stopped and without turning around added over his shoulder. "You might want to do a forget spell once this is all over."

"A forget spell?" Willow repeated. "Why?"

This time Angel glanced over his shoulder at them. "Because I have a feeling if Buffy realizes what she did, she wont be a happy camper."

With that he spun around and disappeared into the darkness.

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Angel made his way to the opening where his love and childe were. He saw them in the same spot he had left them. He knew without a doubt that a forgetting spell would be in order. Not just for Buffy's sake but for Spike's as well. Despite his feelings toward Spike he still didn't want to see him hurt, and he knew Buffy would try to kill him once the spell was broken. And Spike didn't deserve that, it wasn't his fault this was happening. They were under a spell, they had no control over their actions. He silently moved to the darkest corner of the small space and waited.

Angel had to fight hard not to run over there and tear Spike off Buffy. He also had to fight the growing hardness in his pants at the sight before him.

Buffy, his love, with her legs wrapped tightly around Spike. Her head titled back, pure ecstasy etched all over her face. Spikes hips banging hard against her between her thighs. The muscles in his back tightening with every harsh movement he made.

Angel hated himself for getting so turned on, but it was Buffy and his childe and he was a vampire. So it was only natural to get turned on by the intense arousal surrounding him.

So engrossed in his own thoughts Angel didn't notice Spike vamp out.



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"Okay I think I have something." Willow exclaimed from her position on the floor. She glanced up at Xander who was looking at her expectantly.

"What?"

"What do you mean what? Do the spell already." Xander told her becoming more and more brassed off with each passing second. Because the longer it took the longer Buffy and Spike were making each other 'happy'.

Willow rolled her eyes and then took five deep breaths before beginning.

"The words once spoken become unclear. Make lust disappear."

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Angel felt a huge gust of wind pass him. He realized Willow must have done the spell. He looked at Buffy and Spike who were still going at it. But this time he got the shock of his life. He saw Spike in vamp face slowly lowering his head to Buffy's neck. In a flash he was running back to the others.

All three looked at him when he came into sight.

"Did it work?"

"NO, and you better do something fast or Buffy is going to be Spikes post- sex snack."

"What!?" Xander cried his anger boiling over. "That is it! I am putting a stop to this right now. Spell or no spell this has got to end."

He tried to make his way past Angel but was forcefully pushed against a nearby wall.

"You dont want to do that." Angel warned his eyes flashing yellow for a split second.

"I cant believe you Angel. Youre going to actually let Spike kill Buffy?"

Angel sneered at Xander before shouting to Willow. "Find another spell fast!"

Willow hurriedly flipped through the book. "Hearts blend together...."

"No I am not going to let Spike kill Buffy, but I wont let you go in there and stop them."

"Why not?"

"Believe me thats not something you want to do, especially when a vampire is involved."

"Im afraid I have to agree with Angel, Xander." Giles spoke up. "Youd be putting your life ,as well as Buffy's, in danger if you tried to stop them."

"Giles youre siding with Angel...a vampire."

"Listen Harris." Angel growled. "When this is all over Ill fill you in on vampire mating, okay?"

".......beat once more." Willow finished the spell just as the three men finally ended their discussion.

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Slayer blood poured into Spikes mouth as he sucked it from the soft neck beneath him. He could feel it running through his veins, warming his body, and making him feel alive.

He took one big gulp then retracted his fangs, licking the wound with his tongue. He felt Buffy shake under him and he exploded into his own orgasm. It was overwhelming as it shot through him. He shook with every pulse of his seed being released into her hot center. He choked when air filled his lungs. He took a deep breath and his eyes shot open.

He was breathing. Why was he breathing?

Buffy cried out when her release shook through her. She didn't notice Spike choking on air above her.

Spike almost choked as he tried to calm his breathing. What was happening to him? Was it the Slayer blood? All these questions ran through his head as air kept filling is lungs. And as soon as the breathing had begun it ended.

As he calmed from his orgasm his breathing started to slow until it eventually stopped. He collapsed on top of Buffy and closed his eyes. Still sheathed inside her he tried to understand why he was alive for five seconds or why he even became alive at all.

He felt Buffy running her fingers through his hair and instantly got rock hard again. He lifted his head and stared at her.

She was glistening with her own sweat, her whole body glowing. Her face was flushed, her lips red and swollen from his torture. She looked like a goddess to him. His goddess.

He pulled out of her slowly and then inch by inch entered her again , starting their lovemaking all over.

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Angel told everyone to be quiet while he listened for Buffy and Spike. He didn't hear anything.

"I dont hear them." he told the others. "Maybe its over."

"Then what are we doing in here?" Xander asked. "Shouldn't we be saving Buffy?"

"I dont think its over. Shouldn't we be hearing fighting?"

Angel ignored them all as he continued to listen. He heard Buffy and Spike say something then he heard Buffy's breathing pick up.

"No, spell not broken. They just finished round one and now they are moving to round two."

Xander groaned angrily. "Round two? Are you sure you didn't perform some stamina spell?"

Willow was about to protest but Angel interrupted her.

"Vampires already have good stamina, we dont need magic or pills to help us in that department."

"Willow let me see the book." Giles requested reaching his hand out.

"Here Im tired of looking at it anyway."

Giles took the book and started his own search of a spell. Willow stood up and brushed herself off. Her eyes were hurting from reading the tiny print and she had a cramp forming in her leg. She couldn't understand why is was so hard for her to break the spell. Usually she snapped her fingers and said a little rhyme....

"Thats it!" she exclaimed hitting her forehead lightly with her hand.

"What is it Willow?" angel asked narrowing his eyes.

"Angel go back in there and get ready to stop Spike or Buffy or whoever." she ordered. "Me, Giles and Xander will be in there to do the forget spell once we know Buffy is safe."

Angel nodded his head and ran back to Buffy and Spike.

Willow turned to Giles and Xander.

"Ready?"

"Yes of course."

"Finally an ending to this nightmare."

Willow rolled her eyes at Xanders comment. She focused her energy towards the clearing Spike and Buffy were located and closed her eyes.

"Let the spell be broken. Erase words once spoken."

She opened her eyes when she finished and smiled at them.

"That was it." Xander stated flatly. "All this time and one little phrase was all it took."

"Well its broken. "She huffed before stalking off to find Angel.

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Xander, Giles and Willow entered the opening and saw Angel holding Spike against a wall. Spike was vamped and fighting hard against Angel's grip.

"Help Buffy!" he hollered over his shoulder.

Buffy was sitting up half naked on the ground. Giles saw her and immediately turned his eyes away. Willow spotted Buffy's clothes nearby and went to retrieve them. Xander made his way to Buffy and started to comfort her. Willow arrived with her clothes and helped BUffy redress.

Once she was fully clothed she finally spoke. "What in the hell is going on? Why were Spike and I having sex?"

"Well Buffy...." Giles began.

Buffy turned her head in his direction and winced in pain. Her hand shot up to the place the pain was centered at. She felt the puncture wounds and knew who they belonged to. Not waiting for Giles explanation she strode over to Angel who was still pinning Spike.

She shoved Angel aside and glared at Spike. "You bit me."

Spike looked over at Angel and rubbed his neck. He then returned his eyes to the pissed off Slayer in front of him who he had just shagged. He ran his tongue across his blunt teeth. "And you were delicious." he commented then raised a finger to his lips and licked it. "Both times I tasted you."

Buffy saw red and lifted a stake from her shirt. She thrust it towards Spike but Angel stopped her.

"Do the forget spell now!" Angel yelled pulling Buffy away from Spike.

"Let me go Angel! I have to kill him!"

Angel knocked the stake out of her hand, fearing that she would toss it at Spike if need be.

"Willow!"

"A love spell gone wrong to hearts that not belong. Let them forget, what they'll forever regret."

Buffy and Spike fell to the floor.

Angel and Xander ran to BUffy's side.

Spike was the first to recover of the both of them. He stood up and blinked several times. He saw Angel and all the scoobies. Then he noticed the Slayer on the ground apparently out cold.

"Well....." he spoke making his way to the exit. "Id love to stick around and see if Slayers all right and all, but.....I really dont care."

In one split second he was gone.

"Im glad hes gone." Xander said still looking in the direction Spike left.

Buffy groaned and all eyes fell on her. Opening her eyes she saw Angel and Willow staring down at her.

"What happened?" she asked feeling like the wind had been knocked out of her.

"You fell through the floor and got knocked out by falling debri." Willow explained holding her right arm while Angel held her left and they both helped her to stand.

"Ow!"

"Whats wrong?"

"Just a little sore is all." she answered then chuckled softly. "Falling debri, huh? The only thing to stop this Slayer so far."

After a weak laugh was had by all they decided to head home so Buffy could rest. Following behind Willow Buffy suddenly stopped. She felt a pain in her neck and raised her hand.

"Guys?" she asked forcing all of them to stop and turn to her.

She glanced up at them with questioning eyes and asked. "Who bit me?"

TBC......if i get some feedback, please im desperate here.

Chapter 4: "Turning Point" (PG-13)

Author's note: For those of you who dont know.....I am a full fledged B/S shipper! So dont worry about Angel being in this story, hes just there.

2 weeks later......

"Okay Buffy now that were all here you want to explain what this unexpected meeting is about?" giles asked coming out of his office in the library.

Buffy waited until everyone had arrived and was seated before she planned on starting. No one knew what the meeting was about or why they were having it this late. She glanced at the clock on the wall, it read 1:00.

"Okay its 1:00 now and if you guys answer all my questions honestly I can guarantee this meeting will be over by 1:15."

"What questions?" Xander asked from his spot on the bookshelf.

"The ones I have about the incident two weeks ago involving Spike." she informed them.

At Buffy's statement everyone stole glances at each other.

"What's there to know, Buff/" Xander asked hopping off the shelf and taking a seat next to his girlfriend Cordelia.

"Well for one thing I want to know why ever since that night you," she said stepping in front of him. "Xander, haven't been able to look me in the eye."

Xander slouched down in his chair and looked everywhere but at her. 'I dont know what youre talking about Buffy."

"And," she continued shifting her focus to Willow. "I want to know why you have been so nervous around me lately, so tense, and why youre always asking me if I remember anything about that day."

"Buffy we already told you everything that happened." Giles told her calmly hoping it would end her interrogation before Willow broke into tears.

Buffy ignored her Watcher and moved to Angel. "And Angel I want to know why everytime I kiss you lately you pull back before our lips even touch and why everytime you look at me I feel like I betrayed you in some way."

Angel shifted uncomfortably on his feet. He hated lying to her for the past few weeks. He hated that seeing her with Spike was eating him up inside.

"Buffy..."

"Tell me the truth Angel. Tell me why I have this scar on my neck. Tell me why.....please."

Angel sighed. "All right, we'll tell you." He looked from Xander to Willow to Giles and said. "We owe her that much."

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Ten minutes later the truth was out and four people were very relieved. Relieved at finally getting that burden off their shoulders. But in the process of doing so managed to hurt someone they all deeply loved.

All four waited and watched Buffy who was sitting in silence. Her hand was resting along her neck, her fingers rubbing the scar. Slowly she stood and cleared her throat.

"You all lied to me." she she whispered her voice tight and drawn.

"We did it for your own good." Xander spoke up

"My own good?" Buffy repeated. "You performed a spell that made me and Spike...." she paused swallowing hard at the mere thought of sleeping with Spike. "And, then you made me forget it ever happened and lied to me."

Angel rested a hand on her shoulder.

"Dont." she snapped jerking out from under his hand. "Dont touch me."

"Buffy we need to talk about this."

"No....no we dont. I got all the answers I was looking for and now," she inhaled deeply. "And now I want to be alone."

She gathered her coat into her arms and left the library.

"What is her damage?" Cordelia asked once Buffy was gone.

Willow's mouth feel open in shock. " Cordelia were you not here for this whole conversation? Did you even hear that she slept with Spike?

"So, I mean its not like its a bad thing that she slept with Spike.' Cordelia argued then started to fix her hair.

"What did you just say?" Xander asked turning to face his girlfriend. "Did you just say sleeping with Spike was not a bad thing?"

Cordelia rolled her eyes. "Well yeah. I mean its not like hes hairy and has a limp." she looked at Oz. "No offense."

Oz narrowed his eyes at her in confusion. "None taken."

"But hes a vampire. A soulless demon, he kills, he....hes just a big bad thing." Xander cried still in shock that his girlfriend thought Spike was an okay person to sleep with.

"Xander dont get jealous. Its not like Im going to sleep with him."

"Im not....I just cant believe. Its Spike!"

Angel had enough of listening to the couple argue and started to leave the library.

"Angel where are you going?" Giles asked before he even reached the door.

"Im going to find Buffy."

"No youre not." Giles told him. "She wants to be alone, so we are all going to leave her alone."

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Buffy ran home, not bothering to do a quick patrol. She snuck in through her bedroom window. Even though her Mother knew she was the Slayer, she still didn't think waking her up this late at night was appropriate. Making sure to be as silent as possible she crept down the hall to the bathroom. She closed and locked the door behind her. She stifled a sob and leaned against the wall. Slowly she slid to the ground. She curled into a tight ball and started rocking back and forth. How could her friends lie to her like that? Why did they think her not knowing was in her best interest? Why was this happening to her?

Wiping her eyes clear she reached for the small trash can next to the toilet. She pulled it to her and stuck her hand in it. She shifted the contents around until she found what she was looking for and pulled it out.

Buffy stared at the test she had taken earlier before her meeting. The two lines stared back at her tauntingly. How could she be pregnant? And by Spike. From what she could remember that day, she was with Angel before going to the factory. After falling through the hole it was a blur. But, according to her friends she fucked Spike. So, he had to be the one that got her knocked up. But, how? Vampires cant reproduce, Angel told her that.

Buffy shock her head. "No, there has to be another way." she told herself.

But anyway she tried to analyze it, it all came back to the same conclusion. She was pregnant and it was Spikes.

TBC............(if I get some feedback, PLEASE!!!)


Chapter 5: "Forgotten but not Gone" (R)

One Month later:

Eventually Buffy had forgiven everyone for lying to her. It had been hard, but in the long run she needed her friends more than anything. She confided in Giles first who was shocked beyond belief. He went about saying that this was a first among any slayer and knew there had to be a reason behind it. He told her he would help her in anyway he could and they would get to the bottom of this. She was grateful for his support, but knew he couldn't do anything to help. Angel was the next to find out. He was the only one who was speechless after finding out the news. But eventually he came around and offered to raise the kid as his own because he loved her. Willow and Cordelia acted like the usual girls, excited that she was having a baby but sad that it happened the way it did. Oz was the most casual. He offered her a 'Congratulations' and that was it, he also offered his help as well. Xander had been the worst. He refused to believe it for the first few days after he heard the news. When he finally excepted it he refused to believe it was Spike's. In fact, he still denies to this day that it's Spikes.

"Water for the buffster."

Buffy's thoughts were interrupted by Xander placing a glass in front of her. They were all at the Bronze having a 'fun night'. Which meant no patrolling, no demon talk, and no discussion about Spike or that day a month ago.

"A water for you." Xander said handing Willow her glass. "Something fruity for milady." he continued giving Cordelia a drink that was pink with an umbrella in it. "And a coke for me." he finished taking his seat next to Cordelia. "You sure you dont want anything Oz? I got enough left over for another water."

Oz shock his head slowly and placed his arm behind Willow. Willow snuggled closer to Oz and looked over at Buffy. "So where's Angel?"

"He had to run by Giles place and drop something off he found last night at the cemetery." She answered then did a quick glance of the place to see if he had arrived yet.

"You miss patrolling?" Willow asked, noticing the forlorn look she gave when she mentioned Angel and patrolling.

"I dont miss it because I still do it."

"But I thought Angel and Giles said they didn't want you patrolling because of the baby." Cordelia wondered still sipping on her drink.

"They might have said that, but that doesn't mean Im going to listen."

Willow smiled. "Oh, rebellious Buffy still lives."

"I'm not being rebellious." she argued. "Like I told Angel, Im the slayer and it is my duty to slay. Therefore I have to patrol."

"Speaking of the undead." Xander spoke up. "Here he comes."

Angel appeared and leaned down to kiss Buffy lightly on the mouth.

"Hey." Buffy greeted resting her hand on his leg once he was seated. "What did Giles say about that thing you found?"

"Not much. He wants to do some research tonight and meet tomorrow."

Willow and Buffy sighed. "Well there goes the dry spell we were having." Willow commented. "I wonder what big bad we have in store this time."

"Hey, hey, hey! What's this?" Xander asked sitting up straight. "I thought tonight was Scooby 'fun night'. You know, no talk of evil or undead things." He glanced at Angel. "Except of course hanging out with one is still okay."

"Xander." Buffy chastised.

"Buffy not tonight." Angel told her placing a hand on her lower back hoping to calm her. "Lets dance."

Buffy glanced at the dance floor then at Xander. She could either stay here and chew Xander's head off, which was something she could always do tomorrow, or feel Angel's arms around her while they danced. Oh yeah, tough decision there.

"Okay, lets dance."

Buffy took Angel's hand and tugged him out of his seat. A slow song started once they made their way to the middle of the dance floor. Buffy pulled Angel into her embrace and wrapped her arms around him. She rested her head against his chest and sighed happily.

"Um, Buffy." Angel mumbled into her hair. "I know this is supposed to be 'fun night' but...."

Buffy snuggled closer. "Yes it is, and no talking allowed while we're dancing."

Angel pulled back and looked down at her. "I have to ask you something Buffy."

"I dont care." she pouted returning to her previous position.

"I'm serious Buffy." Angel told her pushing her away to arms length.

"So am I Angel." Buffy scowled. "I dont want to discuss anything right now."

"Even if it deals with Spike?"

Buffy felt her heart skip a beat and her eyes glazed over. "I thought we weren't going to talk about him."

"Well we need to now."

Buffy crossed her arms in front of her. " Hes gone and out of our lives. What's done is done."

"Buffy, all I want to know is, if Spike ever came back to Sunnydale would you tell him about the baby?"

Buffy flinched at Angel's question. She had'nt really thought about what she would do if Spike ever returned. Killing him always came to mind, but that was before, before she was carrying his child.

"Why?" Buffy choked out.

"I just need to know."

"Why Angel?"

Angel lowered his head, "Listen Buffy, I just think you should be prepared about what you're going to tell him in case he does show up unexpectedly."

"Angel, what do you know?"

"I've heard from some contacts in LA that Spike is there and hes talking about coming to see me."

"Spikes coming back?" Buffy asked biting her lower lip to keep it from trembling. "When?"

"I dont know. I just know he wants to see me."

The slow song that head been playing earlier stopped and a faster upbeat one started. Buffy pushed her way through the crowd of people forming around her.

"Buffy!" Angel called after her.

Buffy reached the table and retrieved her coat before leaving. She didn't even acknowledge Willow and Oz who were still sitting at the table.

"Buffy?" Willow called out as she watched her stalk out of the Bronze. Soon after they saw Angel following her.

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By the time Buffy had reached the cemetery Angel had caught up with her.

"Buffy stop!"

Buffy stopped and collapsed unto a nearby bench. "Angel I cant deal with seeing him right now."

Angel sat down next to her. "I know Buffy, but sooner or later you're going to have to. You are carrying his child."

Buffy started to laugh quietly. "Ahhh!" she half cried, half screamed throwing her head back. "His child, the child of Spike. God, if you had told me when I first met him that I would be having his child....well lets just say you wouldn't be alive after that comment." she joked still looking up at the night sky. "I mean its Spike, hes a vampire. How in the hell did I get chosen to be the unlucky lady to have his baby? Someone up there must really hate me."

"Hate you? Buffy have you ever thought of this as a good thing?"

Buffy lowered her head and looked at him like he lost his mind. "When Spike's involved its never a good thing."

"Thats true." Angel agreed with a little chuckle. "You know you dont have to tell him about what happened if you dont want to."

"If hes having dreams like me, then it wont be long before he remembers."

"You mean?"

"Apparently whatever spell Willow performed is wearing off and now I'm getting little pieces of what happened all back."

"I guess you have to tell Spike then."

"Tell me what?"

TBC........


Chapter 6: "Somethings never change"

Buffy and Angel both stood up abruptly when they heard the all to familiar voice of Spike.

"Spike what are you doing here?"

Spike looked at Angel then let his gaze roam over to Buffy. He studied her closely, noting her uneasiness. "You know why I'm here, Angel." he answered not taking his eyes off Buffy. "So, she lives."

Angel and Buffy didn't understand Spike's statement and stared at him blankly.

Spike rolled his eyes at their oblivious expressions. "Last time I saw you Slayer you were passed out." he explained removing his smokes from his coat pocket. "Was wishing you were dead," he told them, then popped a cigarette between his lips. "But, all wishes dont come true."

Buffy instantly became annoyed. "Spike if you dont tell us what you need and get the hell out of here soon, there will be a stake nicely placed in your chest." she threatened, her body relaxing as the anger started inside her.

"Oh, I plan to tell you what I came for." he stated inhaling on his freshly lit cigarette. "But, I dont plan on leaving anytime soon."

Buffy placed her hands on her hips and clicked her tongue. Her annoyance with him reaching its peak she asked, "And why is that?"

Spike looked off into the distance and laughed. Sucking his cheeks in he flicked his cigarette away, not bothering to finish it. "My business here is with Angel, pet." he informed her. "So, why dont you toddle off and leave Peaches and me alone." he suggested making a shooing motion with his hand.

"Make me." she challenged.

Spike's eyes widened. Not one to turn down an invitation to beat the Slayer, he started towards her. Angel intervened quickly.

"Buffy dont agitate Spike."

"What? Angel you cant be serious."

"I am."

Spike smirked. "Yeah Slayer. Listen to the poofter. Dont mess with the Big Bad."

"And Spike..." Angel added turning to face his childe. "Whatever you have to say to me will be said in front of Buffy."

"Hell no!" Spike yelled

Angel only stared at him, a low growl rumbling in his throat. Spike reluctantly gave in to the dominating growl of his sire.

"All right." He pointed a finger at Buffy. " But, because shes here I'm giving the short version."

"Thank god." Buffy mumbled. "The sooner you finish, the faster I can get home and away from you."

"Start talking." Angel said stopping Spike's sneer towards Buffy and her comment.

"I need a place to hide out for a couple of days."

"Why?"

"It seems that I have some baddies on my tail and they're out for blood." Spike told them. "And, I for one dont want any part of my delicate body harmed."

Buffy stifled a laugh and Spike shot a glare at her.

"Why are they after you?" Angel questioned diverting another spat between the two.

"Not going to tell." Spike refused. "I said short version and that was it."

"Spike if you dont tell me why I wont help you."

'Fine." Spike huffed. "I may have accidentally deflowered the leaders sister the night before her wedding to some high ranking Chaos demon or what not."

"Oh my god." Buffy spoke up breaking her two minutes of silence. " You expect us to help you because you let your penis do your thinking for you?"

Spike ignored Buffy and poked Angel in the chest. "You owe me Peaches."

"Why do I owe you Spike?"

"Cause of Dru thats why!" he yelled then started to pace in front of them. "If she hadn't of left me on account of you, then I wouldn't be looking elsewhere to satisfy my loins."

"Gross much."

"Spike."

"A mans got needs you know.....been awhile since I had any. Six months to be exact."

'If he only knew.' Buffy thought to herself as Spike rambled on.

"Now, I got some gang of Vamps on my back." he stopped pacing and stood in front of Angel. "And, if you ask me that girl wasn't a virgin. She came on to me. She knew exactly what she was doing." he finished then added. "Plus she was to loose if you know what I mean."

"Eww." Buffy moaned.

"Spike I cant help you."

"Wha....why not?"

"If I let you hide out at my place they can still get in. You need a place where they're not invited."

"Bloody hell." Spike groaned. "You were my last hope."

Angel watched Spike walk over to a headstone and slump against it. He glanced beside him to Buffy who was watching Spike as well.

'Buffy didn't you say your mother would be out of town for a couple of days?"

"Yeah, until next Thurs...." she froze and whipped her head around when she realized what Angel was thinking. "Oh no."

"Just hear me out Buffy."

Buffy shook her head. "No."

"Spike can stay in the basement and we can bolt the door if we have to."

Buffy ran the idea through her head then shook it again more violently. "No."

"And, Ill stay with you while hes there."

Buffy once again contemplated Angel's idea. "Are you sure you want to do that? I mean you and me in the same house."

Angel lowered his head knowing what she was thinking. Lately anytime they were alone together things got to tempting and on occasion they almost went to far.

"I think we'll be more concerned about Spike to let anything happen."

Buffy nodded her head in agreement. "All right. Lets tell Spike the plan."

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Thirty minutes later and after some ground rules set by Buffy, Spike was walking into the Slayers house. Angel promptly went down to the basement to start boarding up the windows. Buffy went upstairs to retrieve blankets and a pillow. Spike, being left alone, wandered into the living room. He walked over to the fireplace and studied the pictures lining the top of the mantle. He spotted one of Buffy and the Scoobies together. She looked exactly like the first day he met her.

"Should've killed you when I had the chance." he uttered. 'Then you wouldn't be haunting my dreams."

"Enjoy talking to your self, Spike?"

Spike slowly turned away from the mantle and saw Buffy standing in the entrance, her arms loaded with blankets. She had a smile on her face, obviously amused that she had caught him talking to himself.

"Sod off." he growled stalking over to the couch and sitting down.

Buffy was shocked that Spike hadn't retaliated with a snide remark. She stepped into the den and set the stuff she had in her hands down on the coffee table. She took a seat in the armchair directly across from him. They both sat in silence waiting for Angel to finish in the basement. She would be down there helping him, but he told her to settle things with Spike. Meaning he wanted her to tell him everything that had happened since he was last here.

Buffy glanced up at Spike, who was looking around the room. Her thoughts drifted back to the conversation at the cemetery. A weird feeling had formed in the pit of her stomach when he had mentioned sleeping with that virgin. She couldn't quite pin what the feeling was, but it had made her sick. Maybe it was disgust.

Glancing up at him again she wondered if he was having dreams like her. Her most vivid one was last night. She could almost feel him sinking his fangs into her skin when he bit her. Instinctively her hand shot up to the scar on her neck.

Spike caught the movement out of the corner of his eye and turned his gaze on her.

"Okay basements ready."

They both heard Angel and Buffy jumped up from her seat. Her fingers still rubbing the side of her neck.

"Excuse me." she spoke softly before leaving the room.

"What was that about?" Angel asked Spike who was now standing next to him.

"Dont know, dont care." Spike replied. "Im going downstairs."

He too brushed past Angel and headed in the direction of the basement.

"Oh, and do me a favor." he said snapping his fingers. "Dont go snogging the Slayer and get yourself a happy because A) I dont want to deal with Angelus right now, and B) Ill stake myself if I hear you two cooing at each other."

Angel ignored Spike and glanced up the stairs. He decided to go find out what was wrong with Buffy.

TBC.......................

Chapter 7: "Nightdreams" (R)

Buffy heard a knock on her bedroom door. "Come in Angel," she said, wiping
her eyes clear.

Angel opened the door a crack and peeked his head in. "How did you know it
was me?"

"Only vampire in this house who cares what's wrong with me," she stated
simply.

"You didn't tell him."

Buffy scooted over so Angel could sit next to her on the bed.

"I couldn't tell him."

Angel sighed and rested his elbows on his knees. "He has a right to know."

Buffy looked at Angel prepared to say something, but instead stood up and
started pacing the room.

"Why does he have a right to know?" she asked, not to Angel, but more to
herself. "It was a stupid spell that caused something really stupid and
disgusting to happen between us. If I had a choice I wouldn't want to know,
but since I got pregnant I had to know how."

"Buffy eventually you're going to start showing and he's going to question
who knocked you up."

Buffy shot a glare at Angel for his lude comment.

"Buffy, you can't not tell him."

"Yes I can," Buffy told him defiantly. "We can pass the baby off as Xander's
or maybe even yours."

"What about the dreams?"

"The what?"

"The dreams...the ones where you remember what happened."

"Oh, those dreams."

Buffy made her way back to the bed and plopped down next to Angel.

"Angel I cant..."

Angel put his hand on her back and started rubbing in small soothing
circles. "Why don't you get some rest and we'll talk about it in the morning."

"Yeah." she agreed, running a hand through her hair. She looked at Angel as
he moved his hand up to stroke her hair.

"Sleep with me." she pleaded.

Angel's hand stilled in her golden locks and he met her gaze. "Buffy..."

"Just lay with me, put your arms around me. I want to feel safe for one night
at least."

Angel slowly nodded his head. They both stood and pulled the covers back off
her bed.

Buffy stripped down to her panties and a tank top while Angel remained in his
black jeans and silk shirt.

Buffy slid into bed and Angel followed. He spooned his body against hers and
wrapped his arms around her waist. Buffy took hold of one hand and laced her
fingers with his. She snuggled closer and soon sleep overtook them both.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Every dream started out the same. She would be in the Bronze dancing with her
friends, upbeat music playing in the background. Then the music would stop
and her eyes would open and she'd find herself all alone. Then a force so
strong would pull her towards the back exit. In a flash she would be outside
and Spike would appear out of the darkness. They would begin to fight without
hesitation. Fighting would turn to groping, then kissing. Another flash and
they were in the factory going at it wildly. The dream always ended at her
shuddering climax.

But tonight was different. Tonight she was a seductress and her prey was one
blond vampire.

She strolled through the crush of warm bodies covering the dance floor. A few
men came up to her and greeted her with a lame pick up line. But, she ignored
them, barely acknowledging their presence. She was interested in only one man.

She spotted him by the pool tables, standing alone. A wicked smile formed on
her face and she started to nibble on her lower lip imagining all the things
she wanted to do to him.

A waiter passed by and she plucked a beer bottle from his tray.

"Hey!" the waiter shouted.

Buffy ignored him and slinked over to Spike. He was bent over the table
lining up the cue ball. She came closer and set her beer down on the edge of
the pool table.

Spike turned his head to the bottle and slowly lifted his eyes. He stood
straight when he saw her standing there, a devious look gleaming in her eyes.

Spike let his eyes roam back down over her body. He took in her outfit, the
way her shirt dipped low just above her cleavage and how her pants hugged her
hips.

"'ello Slayer." he greeted when his gaze returned to hers.

"Spike." she purred circling behind him and running her finger along his back.

Spike shut his eyes tightly and took in an unneeded breath.

Buffy made it to his other side and took the pool stick from his grasp.

"I've never played before," she told him bending over the table, the stick
poised in her hands. She ran the stick agonizingly slow between her
fingers. "Would you like to teach me?"

She glanced over her shoulder at him. He was tense, his jaw muscle flexing
rapidly.

After a moment's consideration he moved in behind her. He placed both hands
on her hips before running them over her ass to her front. He pulled her
roughly against his groin.

Buffy cried out softly when she felt his erection grind into her. Moaning
with pleasure she bent over further.

Spike groaned at her sudden movement and continued moving his hands up her
body. He found her breasts and squeezed them, eliciting another moan to
escape past Buffy's lips. He used his hold on her firm breasts to lift her up
flush against his body.

Buffy dropped the pool stick and rolled her head to the side, resting it
against his shoulder.

Spike pushed her hair aside exposing her delicate neck. He vamped and sunk
his fangs in to her.

Buffy jerked from the pain and opened her mouth to scream. A light shot
through her and they were in the factory. Her scream faded to a moan as she
felt Spike enter her.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Angel awoke to Buffy thrashing beside him. He reached over to wake her, but
stopped when he realized it wasn't a nightmare she was having.

"Spike."

As Angel heard her moan Spike's name anger ripped through him. There was so
much desire behind it.

"It's just a dream," he told himself, soothing the jealousy growing
inside. "Just a dream."

"Oh god."

Angel shook his head and focused his attention back on Buffy. His eyes
widened when he saw her caressing herself. He could hear her heartbeat
increase and smell her arousal. Not able to take anymore he reached over and
gently shook her.

"Buffy."

She didn't stop. Her breathing was becoming shallow. "Yes, yes, yes!"

Angel shook her again. This time she arched her back off the bed and screamed
her release. Her eyes slowly fluttered open and her breathing started to calm.

"Angel." she whispered.

Angel moved closer and took her into his arms. "You okay?"

Buffy started to nod her head then quickly started to shake it. "No." she
sobbed.

"Is that what the dreams are like every time?"

"No, this one was the worst."

"It didn't sound so bad."

"Angel." Buffy moaned quietly. She pushed his hands away and sat up.

"Sorry." he apologized. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No."

She got up from the bed and put her robe on. "I need a drink, my throat is
dry."

Angel stood up as well. "I think it would be best if I finished sleeping in
my own bed," he told her, reaching for the doorknob.

He opened it and they both stepped into the hallway.

"Goodnight." Buffy said leaning forward and pressing her lips to his.

Angel leaned in but she was already pulling back and heading down the stairs.

TBC.....



Chapter 8: "Something"


Thank you to Sarah once again for beta'ing this chapter for me! Dont you all think she is doing a lovely job!?

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Buffy crept quietly towards the door to the basment. For some unknown reason she had to see Spike. Maybe it was to see if he was having a dream. Or maybe it was to see if he was even still there at all. She didn't know why, but she had to check on him.

Slowly she turned the knob and popped the door open.

"Looking for me, luv?"

Buffy slammed the door and spun, pinning herself flat against the wall.

"Spike," she gasped, placing a hand to her chest. "You scared me."

Spike emerged from the darkness of the kitchen holding a mug. "Nice to know I still have the touch."

"Spike, what are you doing out of the basment?" Buffy asked once she regained her composure and remembered where she was.

Spike held up the mug.

"Got thirsty." he told her. "Since when do you store blood in the fridge?"

"Since Angel started staying over."

Spike eyed her curiuosly. "So, Angel's become a permanent resident here?"

"No.....yes....I mean, sometimes he stays after a long night of slaying," she explained, her voice becoming taut with nervousness as Spike moved closer to her.

"Yeah right," he said, his disbelief evident.

Spike set the mug down on the table as he passed it. He made his way closer to her and stopped inches from her body. He placed a hand flat against the wall beside her head.

"Why are you so nervous Slayer?" he asked, smelling her fear and hearing her pulse quicken.

"I am not nervous Spike! You just know how to rub me the wrong way," she spat out.

"Is that right?" he asked, lifting his other hand and using it to brush her blonde hair behind her shoulder.

Buffy slapped her hand over the scar exposed as he slid her hair back. Spike smiled at her.

"No need to hide it, love. I already know what's there."

He pulled her hand away to reveal the two symetrical scars on her neck. He lightly rubbed his thumb over it, then tilted his head to look at it closely. His eyes grew wide when he recognized the bite as his own. He felt Buffy starting to move away and grabbed her.

He pulled her flush against his body and glared at her.

"You know, don't you?" he stated. "You know about my dreams."

Buffy struggled to break free. "I don't know what you're talking about Spike."

"Yes, you do." he replied dryly then pulled her closer. His gaze dropped to her lips and he gradually lowered his head toward her trembling mouth.

Buffy stopped her struggle and welcomed him. She was aching for him and needed to feel some part of him touch her. Any part of him. The dreams stirred something in her, something deep. Something that she didn't want and couldn't control, all the same.

When their mouths met that something exloded inside her. She melted into him, clutching his shoulders to keep herself from falling.

Spike, on the other hand, was in shock. Shock because he was kissing the slayer and because she wasn't pullig back. Ignoring the nagging feeling in his gut he deepened the kiss, his tongue pushing past her lips to delve into her mouth. He gripped her hair and tilted her head back, giving himself easier access to her taste.

Buffy wrapped her arms around his neck and threaded her fingers into the hair at his nape. A low groan rattled her throat and she cried from the intensity of it all. She felt the wetness forming between her legs and her knees weaken. She wanted him.

Spike caught a whiff of her arousal seeping her panties and it hit him. The familiarity of her in his arms like this. The feel of her against him, clinging to him. They had been like this before, but he didn't know when. His thoughts dissolved as he felt the heat from between her legsagainst his thigh.

Buffy felt him grow hard and her own desire increased. Unwrapping one arm from around him, she slid it down between their bodies. Her hand stopped above the waist of his jeans then pushed down inside them. She took hold of him and Spike groaned.

He slammed her agaisnt the wall behind them. His own hands undid the front of her robe and pushed it apart. He gripped her top and shoved it down, exposing her breasts. Breaking the kiss he trailed his lips down her chest until his mouth was greeted with an erect nipple. He took it between his lips and sucked hard. Buffy cried out and held his head to her.

Spike pulled back and looked at her. Something was off, he could sense it. They were mortal enemies. This shouldn't be happening.

"Slayer?" he mumbled, grabbing her attention.

Buffy jolted back to reality and pushed Spike away. She pulled her robe closed and ran out of the room.


TBC.................Feedback is good for the writers soul!


Sorry, forgot to add.......Thanks to Sarah for beta'ing this chapter!!!!!
 

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