Here's another one of my fics that I wrote, Okay, i know it's not that good...
DISTRIBUTION: hmm...Leonie, if she wants it. Anyone else, just ask.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own them...although I wish. ::sighs::
RATING: PG
FEEDBACK: Yes, it would make me feel happy.

"Hey Buffy, you have a letter from someone." Willow called out, as she handed Buffy the mail.

"Who's it from?" She replied opening it up.

"Oh my god." She whispered softly.

Dear Buffy,

I'm guessing if you're reading this letter, than I probably died. Please don't cry for me beloved, since you have so much already. I'm sorry for all the pain that I've caused, I hope that you're as happy as I wish you'd be. I know it must be hard for you, but please try to move on. I'd hate to see you go on with life, without happiness. The world does need and love you.

Buffy, you are the kindest person I've ever met. From the moment I first saw you on the steps of your school, I fell in love with you. You seem to show your heart out to everyone, so it's impossible to not love you. That's what I loved about you the most; you seemed to care for everyone, including me.

I know that what happened before wasn't your fault. Please do not blame yourself for it. We both said some things that we don't mean. You didn't know what happened, I had forgiven you long ago.

She sobbed, wishing that it wasn't her fault, but it was.

//"What the hell did you think you were doing?" Buffy yelled, as she stormed in Angel Investigations.

"Buffy, wh-what are you doing here?" Angel asked.

"Why did you hit Riley?" She said, angrily.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know. He was there and then a demon came, but he wouldn't move so I had hit him."

"Angel, you didn't have to beat him up, because of that."

"He attacked m-"

"Just don't." Buffy interrupted. "I don't know why I even came here."

"Buff-"

"Angel, do me a favor, and stay out of my life. I was happy with him." Buffy yelled out. But she knew it was all a lie, Riley will never make her happy, but it was too late. She was already furious.

"I hate you." She said, as she walked away for good.

Angel's face fell, her words had stung him, more than anything. He sadly looked down, tears forming in his eyes. The door had shut, and once more, he was alone. //

Buffy looked up from her letter, remembering that after she left Angel, she realized that Riley had been planning to kill Angel. Angel knew too, but he still saved his life. During that time, when you said that you hated me, my whole world fell, but I knew you didn't mean those words. Don't hate yourself for that incident.

Well, here it comes.

I know you don't remember and probably hate me for not telling you, but trust me on this. Remember when you came during Thanksgiving? Well, actually that wasn't the first time, I killed the Mohra demon. I turned human, Buffy. The Mohra's blood mixed in with mine and turned me human. We made love, but then it regenerated. So I tried to kill it myself, but I couldn't. That's when I went to the Oracles to change me back, and they turned back the day. I was the only one with the memories, I'm sorry for never telling you about this.

I wish you love and happiness in the future. Never forget that I love you, and maybe someday we'll meet again. Keep on fighting and never give up; no matter how hard it is or what evil they throw at you. I know that you'll make it and live.

I'll always be with you, in your heart. Remember to live your life to the fullest. I love you. And I don't regret any single moment that I had with you.

Forever yours,
Angel

What Angel didn't know, was that she remembered that forgotten day. It was yesterday night, when those lovely dreams of their moment together came.

She gently placed the letter on top of her drawing, wanting to die. But she couldn't, she couldn't leave her friends and family. So she lived and the as slayer falls, streams of tears came coursing down her face. Crying for her love, her soul mate, her angel.

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